Lovechild

So I woke up this morning really feeling like P Diddy and i pretty much wanted to kill myselfl! My head hurts and the rest of my body too! :p

Yesterday I was out to celebrate probably my oldest friend who also just happens to be my God- brother. First it was a nice family dinner out in NAcka were he lives (kinda) with good food, great company and the best kareoke I've seen! SAJK! :p When I got to the dinner I was still so tired so I ddin't think I would tag along when they wnet to Nype but hey I got to know the gang and they were the sweetest people! So we went out and had a blast. For some strange reason I didn't pay a single thing yesterday but the drinks still kept coming! Thats how nice they were! :p I met alot of other friends there as well which was cool.

So I decided to "surprise" my boyfriend yesterday by showing up in his room at 04:00 in the morning robbing him of 400 sek to par for my cab and then spending the night with him! Mmmm COZY!! :D So now it's off to work which sucks since I'm sooo hung over!

Check in with ya'll later!
PAYCE!! <3

You're killin me dude!!!!! You sure are a heartthrob!!

I still can't stop crying! I listened to this song on my phone when I was on my home and when Jennifer Hudson starts singing the second time the tears start rolling!

BEST CHOREOGRAPHY EVER!!! SAAAJK!! :P

Still stuck in school studying! just had dinner with Filmon, Tomas, Abe and Anthony. Man I'm gonna miss these times when they're over but all I can see right now is how nice it's gonna be to finnish this hell hole of an education! :p

Check in with ya'll later if I have time!

Peace out! <3

Rihanna

Motivation: For being so insanely hot and being the queen of modern rap and rnb. She's rockin Kanye AND Jay-z in her song "Runt his town" while rockin Manolo's at the same time baby!!! SWAGGER!!!

Rihanna is in tha hizouse!! :P

India Arie

Motvation: For being one of the people who has saved my mental stability millions of times. With out her lyrics things would be a bit more complicated!

I've been wanting to write about destiny because it is something that is in the back of all of my thoughts at all time. So here is my attempt of putting my thoughts down on this here blog.

According to the websters dictionary destiny is defined as : "a predetermined course of events often held to be an irresistible power or agency". I'm not saying this definition is wrong but because of my lack of a better word for what I mean I'm gonna have to work around this.

When I say destiny I mean the feeling of destiny. Not all people believe in destiny. I believe in that everything happens for a reason but I also strongely belive that everyting is what we make it to be. So if something goes wrong it is your fault and if something goes right it's because of you. Get it?

Being able to comprehend my version of destiny, life becomes a bit trickier seeing as one just has to accept the fact that everytime something bad happens it was because of one self and that things could have been different. That's why it's important to notice the silverlinings that come after the clouds. Those were all because of the actions you chose to do before.

Have you ever felt like you were meant for something greater than what you are today. I am a mediocre girl living a mediocre life in very mediocre Sweden, according to many others that is. But from my perspective I live a very rich life. Not money wise (not complaining or anything) but "life" wise. I have a family that I love with all my heart and that loves me back more than I can understand. I have the potential to achieve anything I want (just like everybody else) AND I have the will and the stubbornness of an ass when it comes to getting where I want to get. But having to bend over for some things in life that are just so unfair because I'm to scared to go out there and take what I want leaves me questioning myself and my abilities. Am I really meant for greater things here in life? Will I ever reach my goal? Why is this all so hard?

You see, I've always been one of these annoyingly organized people who write schedules for when to eat and when to sleep and stuff ,but I never seem to follow them through. But having a plan that is motivating and illustrative, such as my dream board, has set everything into a whole different perspective.

The point of this lost trail of thought is that we are all meant to be right here and right now but it is all up to US to decide where we WANT to be and make it happen. Remember, YOU are YOUR best friend, YOU are the ONLY PERSON that can get you there, without YOU your stuck.

Someone once told me that if you visualize something clear enough and want it bad enough those exact things will happen to you and I BET YOU that if you guys think back on all the hardshipes you've been through, and all the times you've layed in bed thinking about how cool life would be if things were this way or that way, that somewhere somehow you will find that a lot of those things you visualized as a kid HAVE actually happend. It's insane. My relationship to my boyfriend today is living proof along with my choice of attending to the IB program and so on. It's weird but when you think about it with an open mind you will see it and you will feel more confident. You will belive in yourself more and most of all you will always be that little kid that day dreams about things that seem to be waaay out of this world, but the coolest thing is that now you have the power of knowledge. Knowledge about how some things work here in life. Knowledge of how YOU are the one who gave yourself all the moments when you cry until you laugh and the moments where you laugh until you cry and you will become brave. You will see, jump, grab and live.


There's always gonna be another mountain. your always gonna wanna make it move. It's always gonna be an uphill battle. And sometimes your gonna have to lose. It ain't about how fast you get there, It ain't about whats waiting on the other side. No... it's tha climb.


Live. Laugh. Love. And don't you EVER forget about the people that help you along the road.

Enjoying My resting time after an exhaustin beginners class in dancehall! Never done that before but i had fun! Now im watching her second class that is a level beyond me! :p when i get Home i have My final date with My extended essay and then im freee! Dont like the expression "im freeee" anymore! :/ hmmm wonder why? :p check in with ya'll later tonight hopefully finally with My Word on destiny! Loove!

Okay. Check this out! As my friend Camme said when we saw this: "How can their parents be proud of them?". I mean come on on that stage there are three seven year olds dancing like strippers. This can only end up in a debate of a question on ethics! COME OOON!!!!!

Words. Each word has a life of there own. We all know this since what ever we say people can percieve them in different ways. The words twist in turn in any way they please making the truth almost invisible. So it's important to pick your words very carefully for they may hurt the people you love most.

I always tell people that they are preaching to the wrong person when they tell me that words are strange but then I fall into the trap myself.

Everything happens for a reason and I believe in that with all my heart and prayers are always answered but sometimes we get no for an answer. But when we get what we want nobody ever said that it would be easy and that the words that are chosen for the answer won't shake you up and hurt you. The most important thing of all is that no matter the answer we get we must be thankful for it and thank God.

I'll be back later with my talk on Destiny!

Live, Love and Laugh and never forget your family! Blood is thicker than water!<3

I've been trying to fix my blog for the past couple of hours and my patience has run out now so excuse the mess!

Boys to Men - "The end of the road"

Anthony Alm

Motvation: I mean come on just look at him! His middle name is swagger! :p

Just came back to school from my shopping round with Filmon. I bought a avocado, a baguette, 4 redbulls (:p) and a chicken drum stick. Incase you guys were wondering! :p So now its time for me to make my beautiful sandwich and to watch the Lion King with Filmon.

Check in with ya'll later to write about an interesting subject. Namely: Destiny!

Love! :)

My wonderful boyfriend Anton

Motivation: Because he is THE math geek! I seriously he speaks maths better than any other language and that is worth the title of being a brainiac for at least one day!

Alexa Chung

Motivation: For being herself and not being affraid of making fun of all the famous people that come into her studio!
She rocks!

The is NO place like home! I think I had idealized the thought of yesterdays cuise a liiiittle bit. During the entire cruise I kept saying "We're on a boat" and in my head I continued with adn e can't get off. Well I did have a great time due to my wonderful company but it was just funny. The whole scene was just hillarious. I had forgetten about how it was to be on a "Boat" :p! With all the drunken finnish people and the fat over dressed girl trying t get laid. It's fascinating how people actually go on cruisesto get laid with some flabby drunk dude that moans with a finnish twist! Don't get me wrong, my boyfriend is half finnish but he is faaaar from being a "Fairy finn" as I will call them from now on.

Dinner was super expensive and microwaved, o that sucked! My first drink, which just happend to be a Silja Line spethial called "Mangoism" was pure poisin seeing as i took one sip and I was gone. It was such a freaky feeling being completely sober in my thoughts but still having no control over my body. That wore off after a while and we switched bars to this place called "Starlight Palace" (ooooh yeah...I SAID IT!!!) and they just happaned to make the worlds best comsos. I know it's a real girly girl but damn there good! :) So I had one of thos while we were enjoying this surprisingly goods cover bands performance and then we were good to go. Off to bad to watch Mosters Inc. (AWESOME MOVIE)

When it was time to sleep we only saw one bed that was TOPS a meter wide. We made a bold attemt of sharing that bed but at 06:00 am Anton had to move to the couch. Since he couldn't find the covers and such he squeezed into my lime green softy pants and two of my shirts and tried to sleep. When I woke up, still feeling nautious from the food and the first drink, I looked at my poor baby and woke him up telling him to lift the back of the sofa up and voila! He find the covers. And on we went sleeping!

Woke up this morning really feeling like P Diddy (don't hate on my frequent use of the Kesha quote :P) and grabbed a slice of pizza aaand....ANOTHER COMSO to get back on track and it actually worked. We finnished watching Monsters Inc and then it was time to leave the boat. STOCKHOLM AT LAST! I had gotten such a bad case of sea legs( when you do't notice the waves and stuff so it feels completely still on the boat and it feels like its moving when one actually is on the ground and still) that when I got off the boat I almost through up. ALMOST!

So here I am 24 hours later ,from what I can only assume was the worst birthday present my dear boyfriend could ever imagine, feeling exhausted but still calm. It was awesome hanging out with my love alone during a longer period of time since my wonderful two weeks of parent free-ness at home and I can't say we didn't have fun because we sure did!

What amazes me about Anton is that he seems to be perfect. No matter what stupid things I say or do or how PMS-y I can be sometimes he always says the right things at the right time. He is perfect. There is no other word! I told him that it feels like I am keeping the worlds only perfect boy captive in my imperfect world and he responded with "and thats the only place he wants to be". I'll give you guys 10 kronors if you come up with a better answer!

The pictures from the cruise will be up by tomorrow but now its time for a midnight snack and then a date with my TOK essay! YEY! :P



Anton working my lime green pants and givin me a kiss on the cheek!

Love! <3

Motivation: For helping me get a picture program for my mac where I can make my own header for this blog!! :D
Thanks again!

Motivation: For being herself at all times no matter what people think or say!

Woke up once again feeling like P Diddy after having had like 20 different dreams about my cruise today. Both good and bad dreams. In some I missed the boat while my boyfriend didn't, in some my entire class came along without telling me, another my cousin did tha same thing but I know that there were some good dreams as well but I just don't remember them as well!

Well I'm really looking forward to this and the weather looks calmer so hopefully my mom is calmer as well. It's gonna be super nice and I bet we're gonna have e lot of fun.

The time is 12:24 so I better get my butt out of bed now and eat, pack, shower, get ready and go!

Don't know if I will have any internet onboard but if I do I'll check in with ya'll later!

xx ;)

In bed falling asleep while watchin "Sweet Home Alabama". Really looking forward to my cruise tomorrow but most of all meeting my love again! :D YEY! So for now I'm gonna say peace out and I will check in with ya'll before I leave!

Time to finnish my list of things to pack!!

Peace out! Love! <3

Gustav

Motivation: all you gotta do is take one look at this pic and you will hopefully understand the irony in him winning THIS title! He is todays brainiac because he did something so retarded today. Listen...my mom offerd him a deal- for him to buy a 20 kronor bill for ten kronors. What does he do? He takes up him wallet and says but I only have five kronors! If you guys don't get how stupid this is (cough cough Filmon) You need to get a retard chek up!

Motivation: haha! How does one begin to describe him? Well this title goes to Tomas because he has more swagger than anyone I know! It's insane!

Soundtrack:

... and think of the ones you love more than yourself!
For me this includes...



Anton



Esme



Emma



Filmon



Tomas



Kim



Lotta



Camme



Ida



Asmin



and of course my woderful cousin Dimitris.

The list goes on and on but these are the people that have been on my mind all day today! I love you all more than you know and please, please never forget that!

Live, Love and Laugh people!

She can nag all she wants but darn it I will ALWAYS love her!

My mommy and I are a true team...FOW LAJF! <3

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!!!!!!! :D <3

Motivation: For being the one and only person I know (like actually know) that is biologically protected by the cuteness-factor and knows about well enough to get EVERYTHING she wants! BIAM! (Like her big sis' of course haha. ;P)

Motivation: For being such a smart person earning money on simply being herself and getting to meet cool people like hmm saaay....JUSTIN BIEBER!! :p

I know I know its a lot of Justin but you gotta learn to dig it people!! :D

Okay so I haven't checked in all day so I have a lot to write! Get ready!

1. I went to work and there was some more action today in comparison to yesterday. My mom did not nag as much but she did nag. I mean how can she resist? :p I pointed out to her that it fascinated me that she put down such a large part of her life( no not just energy and time but LIFE) on nagging. She laughed and she kind of understood I think. Wierd. Anywhooo. My best friend Kim works there on Fridays so it was fun hanging out iwth her. We don't get to do that as often now that we both have boyfriends or "Wifeys" as Tomas and Filmon call them, but we have no problem with that! :)

2. I met up with my dear friend Camelia aka "Camme" and we haed on over to this café and got something to drink and headsized sandwiches. I am serious! The sandwich was the size of my head!! After that coy talk moment we went over to a dance studio called Blue Hill (I don't know why but I hang there quite often now-a-days) and the thought was that we were gonna choregraph but we ended up just fooling around like two drunk babies but finally we got to the dancing part were she just taught me one of her choreographies. FYI IT ROCKED!!!!! :D

My mom had to of course call and nag about how unlogical I am choosing the day of the snowstorm to be "roaming around" (as she calls it) in the streets of Stockholm dancing but she made it up by texting me that the only reason she nags is to because she loves me so much! Naaw!! :p At the end of the day one has no choice but to love her you know...

3. I got home took a shower and the moment that I have been waaaiting for had finally come! JUSTIN BIEBER NEW MUSIC VIDEO IS OOOUUUUTTT!!! The joy when I saw it is immpossible to put down in words! Before this I spoke to my woderful boyfriend who I MISS SOOO MUCH! We talked for a second or two and then he was off to bed! :)

Well I have to work 2morrow AGAIN so I'm off to bed!

Love ya'll! :D PEACE!

... second day I am away from my baby and it starting to get really old really fast! now I'm off to work with no motivation at all and no boyfriend to kiss for some extra energy! Well I better take a look at my dream board for a pick me up!

Don't have time to write so much but that I overslept and have not time for breakfast when I fanilly feel like eating breakfast and this sucks!

Check in with ya'll later! Peace and love peeps! ;)



I miss my baby!!!! :'(

LISTEN UP friends! NEVER CALL ME A FREAK AGAIN! THIS girl is doomed!

I'm tryin so hard its like my life depends on it to change some things with my blog and ITS IMPOSSIBLE! I mean COME ON! We are living during the year 2010 and there is no simpler way to do this than having to read freakin' code language! DUDE!!!

Well, anywhoooo! The monster has gone to bed thank GOD! (The woman I call my mother is who I am refering to) And I found this pic of my little munchkin and it made me smile from ear to ear!



She really is the love of my life! (Emse)

Well time for bed and then off to work...again! WIHOOO!!!

15 år gammal och arrar redan sina egna låtar! (Arra: kort för arrangera vilket innebär att bestämma hur det ska låta med stämmor osv! Jaja ni fattar! :p)

Motivation: Is a motivation really necessary? Haha well my reason for this is because I saw this episode just now of him where he stole an ax and busted open the cash box of a vending machine and ignoring the candy but just going for the money!

Motivation: For being the smart ass that signed Justin Bieber in time! He is makin' MONEEEY!!! :p But he is also an awesome singer and he totally rocked MJ's (RIP) part in the remake of "We are the world".

WOW! I get all excited! Born a Belieber is all i have to say! ;)

So, I just finnished my breakfast with my wonderful boyfriend who just left for school! A bit sad since I won't be seeing him again until SUNDAY! Thats a looong time for me seeing as we usually see each other every day but heey it can't hurt right?

While he is off to school I am at home cleaning and chillin while watching Xena the warrior princess (don't ask me why) and soon I'm heading off to work to earn some cash money baby! Going to Greece this summer and on a cruise on Sunday so money is very much appreciated. I have started a donation fund online for all my readers to go on to and donate some money to me for my trips! Haha...naah just kiddin...ooor?

Well, I finnished my dream board yesterday! Ya'll should try it! It really is a pick me up! A dream board is when you cut out a bunch of pictures and inspiring texts and glue them on a piece of paper or on a board and place the board somewhere you can see it everyday and get inspiried and become motivated. It's kind of a reminder of what your goals and dreams are and why you are doing all the boring stuff for! It sounds corny but man it work!

I don't have so much more to say at the moment but I will be checking in later on today with todays swagger babe and todays brainiac!

For now you get a picture of the nearest thing I have to look forward to.

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PEACE OUT BABIES! :D <3

Motivation: For being probably the only person that lives up to the meaning of having a mind of his own and thinking in his own orbits no matter the opposition!

So the day continued on its happy path and it crossed roads with my wonderful boyfriend Anton! We met up and head on over to my fathers place to chill with him and the rest of the gang (my step mom Kim and my lil' sis Esme aka the Munchkin)! I thought it was very cozy but I guess Anton was as nervous as usual! ;P But he did great and I can really see that the old daddio is starting to warm up to him!

The discussion topic ended up being about religion (shocker there!!! :p) and finally we sat down to watch a documentary called "Our Priviledged Planet" which is a very cool film! For every time I see it my faith just grows stronger.

Tomorrow it's off to work and then chillin at home! Maybe hanging out with Emma if she is up for it! :) Otherwise this day has been one of the best ever due to no particular reason what so ever but music just tends to do that to me sometimes! I was listening to Justin Bieber (of course) but also Miley Cyrus which is quite odd but her song "The Climb" is awesome! Ya'll should check it out!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NG2zyeVRcbs <-- Here is the link to her song! :D

Might check in later for another brief update otherwise I will check in with ya'll 2morrow!

Lots of love! Peace! :)

I don't know what this is and I don't know why but all I know is that it was a while ago I felt this good and was this happy! On my way home I just couldn't stop smiling! People were looking at me like I was some kind of freak in my lime green pants but I liked it! I was like "Yeah I'm original! BRING IT!" haha.

Well people...I'm back and I'm here to stay! Today I declair myself a new start, a new me! I have a plan. A master plan! And I am gonna follow through!

This morning, during breakfast, I was (as usual) checking out some new clips of JBiebs on youtube while chatting with my dears friends Filmon, Camelia and Emma! I don't know why but they always make me feel better. I think it's because they apreciate me as much as I appreciate them and I can really feel it. It ain't a lot of people that have the ability to on your worst day make you feel like the king of the world! Well, ladies and gents...THEY DO!

I Love them and I wouldn't trade them for the world! They make me feel sane even when I know I'm insane! You know, for some reason I've felt like I have a lot of potential and that I can really go places, along wiht like the rest of the worlds populatio  buuut anywhoooo, for a while I've felt like that but still like there was no chance but somehow they along with the rest of my dear friends managaed to make me feel like I will go somewhere and that everything will be juuust fine. More than fine perfect!

All I wanted to do now was actually just spread the joy! If your feeling down and hopeless you should youtube India Arie and listen to here song "There's hope" and really listen tp the lyrics. There is nothing like it!















And remember: It doesn't cost a thing to smile and you don't have to pay to laugh so you better thank God for that!

Lot's of love to ya'll! PEACE!!!

Motivation: For being one of the most original and most loving people on the planet! <3

...noooot really! But i did get to rest! Its 12:26 and its a Wednesday! Did i forget to mention I am off the rest of the week?!?! :p WOOT WOOT!

Well I just realized that my boyfriend and I are scheduled for a cruise to Tallin on Sunday but I don't know if I feel like going to Tallin and I don't know if I want to switch to Riga! :S What's the difference? :p Eitherway I am going on a cruise! hahah!

Well yersterday I showed my boyfriend this blog and he found it quite good actually and I revealed it for another friend as well. People can think what ever they want about my weird thoughts but it's my blog so if it bothers people why read it!

So, I'm ar my boyfriends house on my own and about to go upstairs and make breakfast (interesting right) so I will get back to you later today with todays Swagger babe and so on!

P.S Listening to right now: Miley Cyrus- The Climb! Not a big fan of hers but that ong is really good! :')

xoxo





GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE!!! :p

ABE ASLAN!

Motivation: For being one of te most desciplined poeple in my class!

FILMON TEKLE!
Motivation: For being one of the most reliable friends I have and one of the funniest people alive but doesn't know about it!

Finally my Mock exams are over and now all I have to look forward to are my REAL exams YEY! PSYYYCH!

As usual I am still in my school and the time is 18:11 and the purpose of my being here is to study buuuut of course I am stuck on listening to music and surfing the net, mainly youtube! I can't stop watching the remake of We are the world and the sneak peek of the video shoot for "Baby"! I keep looking at the girls and i wonder what the HELL I am doing in this hell hole of a country when I could be there auditioning and at least taking my chances. GAH! Well my time will come, hopefully! :P

Still completely hooked on Justin Biebers new song Pick me and also the clip of his upcoming song with Sean Kingston that has no name yet. It sounds awesome!
Today was a completely worthless day. I came to school to fail a test and then walk around in school in my pyjamas the rest of the day doing absolutely nothing! Smart girl right? :D

Well, I really should get going even if chillin with Abe and Filmon isn't that bad at all! :D <3 But I would rather head home and cuddle up with my Wifey (my boyfriend Anton :P)!

I'll check in with ya'll later or tomorrow or something!

Peace out! ;D

(Mediocre day)

P.S Todays Swagger person is Filmon Tekle!

JENNIFER HUDSON! Her voice is beast! You should check her out and let her woow you!

So, I'm back form school now and the time is 18:16 in the cold cold and very dark Sweden! I was enjoying all the snow last week but that joy kind of died out when the temperature hit -20° C! Brrr!

Yesterday my dear dance pertner Emma Backman texted me asking me to sub for her on her 18:45 dance class at Bluehill and after a lot of thinking and panicing about how sick i felt and i how tired i was but also how fun it would be to finally dance again, I accepted! I pretty much already knew i would accept as soon as she texted me but hey I'm only human and all people try to kidd themselves at some point! ;P

The choreography was a success and teaching was a blast. The song i chose was a Justin Bieber song (shocking huh?) and its called "Pick Me"! Its not released yet but its all over youtube which I fing pretty odd and boring because its part of ht excitement waiting up all night for the new songs! :p Well anywhooo! It went great and I had a lot of fun and the group i taught was REALLY GOOD which made it all even more fun! I'll be filming that choreography along with another one to Justin Biebers song "Baby" (shocked you again right?) and plenty of other choreographies along with them. I'll also be posting them on youtube!

You see my friend Emma and I have this idea that if we start our own youtube channel maybe someday, somehow and somewhere Justin will discover it and be like "Damn these girls can dance maybe we should contact them for a video or something?". Sounds waaay far fetched I know but even if there is only a one in a million chance I am willing to take it! So when this channel is up and running I will post the adress here and hopefully people will watch!

Well time for me to study for my Business and Management test tomorrow at 08:50! yey! PSYCH! :p

Love ya'll! Peace out A-town and have fun with life!

P.S. Jennifer Hudson has a KILLER voice!

I had one dream, one passion, one drive and somebody managed to take that away from me. I don’t know how and I don’t know who but I know that I miss it. A lot! I look at Justin Bieber and all people see is a shallow crush but what people don’t get is that he inspires me more than anyone has ever been able to before. When I use the word inspiration and the name Justin Bieber in the same sentence people laugh because they think I am some crazy stalker. They don’t get it. He is living my dream and sure I am jealous but I am sooo happy and inspired but when I look at the life I live today I see no hope. I see no chance. I don’t know what to do.

Think about it. He is a 15-year-old kid who in less than a year took the world by storm. The only word that can come close to describing what I think of that is WOW!  I admire him and I admire his mom almost more. She is helping him live the exact dream I barely dare dream of. She helps him live a life where one day a week he gets to be a kid, he gets to be him. Not the super celeb that girls throw their panties at on stage but the person none of us knows even though we like to think we do.

Now just imagine yourself in his position. Would you be able to stay as grounded and as humble as him? I highly doubt that but hey he did it so everything is possible right? What he does and at his age is admirable and nothing else.

So I go on living my mediocre life in cold, cold Sweden barely breathing due to the emptiness dreaming about something that probably will never happen. I keep trying to tell myself that what I want is to study hard (which I do and I like it as well) and that in the future I want to become a regular hard working successful business woman.

I know that I am very negative right now and that most of you are just thinking why don’t you just go out and do something about it? Well you see I have no supportive family and I am Greek meaning that if I choose “that life” I choose it over them. There goes the family. But it gets better. I am an 18-year-old girl with and American citizenship and I have a talent within dancing. So why not just fly to the US and make it happen right? Well try doing that with sickle thalasemia. I was born with a blood disease which makes it harder, not impossible, but much harder for my body to train as much and as hard as “normal and healthy” people can. Don’t get me wrong, I live a normal life and all but I get sick a lot.

Wow this is really turning out to a sad sob story but all I wanted to say was that Justin Bieber inspires me and I admire him and I would want nothing more than for him to keep doing what he is doing no matter if he notices me or not. I’m a fan but not a fan that purposes or asks him questions like “why are you so hot” and I don’t “love” him but I admire him with all my heart.

 

If you see this, Good luck to you! HAVE FUN! Life’s too short!

 

- Raffaella J