Lovechild

You will always be my boo!

You are the reason I want to wake up in the morning, you are the reason I want to smile, you are the reason I choose to care. I see nobody else but you because I love ONLY you!

"I'm overboard, and I need your love,
pull me up, I can't swim on my own,
it's too much, feels like I'm drowning without your love,
so throw yourself out to me, my life-saver,
life saver oh life saver...."

Hhahah this soong is just tooooo good! My dear freind Camme showed me this! Usher for life baby! He is soooo H.O.T!!

(secret message to Camme- Imagine if we would have listened to this at the hotel? GAAAH! :p)

Short update: The thing I have to look forward to this week will be one of my friends graduation party that I will be attending with Lotta! It's really time for the pair of us to reconnect! :D

Tomorrow: a short visit to Camme after school! :D

Love of love! Peace out A-town!

<33

... when spring comes dancing around the corner the air becomes easier to take in. I don't know about you but for me it's like I've been suffocating during the entire winter. Feeling like there is no point. I shouldn't be in Sweden if this is how I feel but darn it I sure do love Sweden most of the time, for some very strange reason. When the sun comes out and choses to stay out longer and long for every day that passes the smile on my face, along with a lot of other people, gorws drastically. I see hope now. I cry tears of joy because I see a purpose. I see fun and games that await me and especially now after graduation. During the spring/summer I live, I love, I smile, I breath, I hope and I feel. It's like with all the snow and ice my feeling freeze as well. I scare myself during the winter. When I become ice cold I knwo that it's time for me to leave this country but I can't always do that.

Apart from my reborn self not a lot has happend. I finally finnished my biology study course (which rocked btw but was MAD boring) and now I actually know biology! YEY! :D I am now busy with my Business and Management study course which aso rocks. My tutor is only a year older than me but waaaay better than any of the teachers I've had.

Something new and fun on the other hand is that the 17th of April I am off to an audition for a new Swedish movie. We'll see how that goes! :D

At the moment I an at Anton's place while he is at soccer practise. So I'm just chillin in hiw cozy livingroom watching 2 1/2 men!

Check in with ya'll later!

Live, love, laugh! -Raffy Taffy

This is by far one of his best live performances EVER!! One seriously falls in love with his voice after this! wow... :')

Soooo *sigh*!!! Just got home from dinner straight after my biology revision course day 1. It was...EXHAUSTING!! We managed to cover 4 our of 6 topics! Now I have 2 hours worth of homework waiting for me so I gotta go!

Spent the weekend with my very liscious Greek family and my wonderful boyfriend Anton. We had a loooot of fun.

DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!!

Now there's  black girl in his vid making my chances even smaller! :p hahahah

So today I went to work and helped out and that was allright. Now I'm chillin at Anton's place about to eat some popcorn and watch a movie. Notice how the popcorn was mentioned first seeing as I find the popcorn the most esential part! :p

I did a bit of shopping on my way over here and baught a top, two hand bags and a gorgeous dress that I just loooove! Tomorrow I might be hittin the town with a friend of mine to grab a beer or something but we'll see if he's up for that!

Well well got to go!

Lots of looove to ya!

<3

Not that a lot of ppl check out my blog but if ya'll feel like it comment and tell me which of you it is that reads this! Just for laughs and gags! ;D

Love!

So both C and I are feeling pretty bumbed so I came up with this idea of us going on a 24 hour cruise next week and it might just happen! If we manage to get together a nice crew for the cruise that would be awesome otherwise its just me and her hitting the boat.

Last time I went with Anton and it was very fun but I mean cruises are sooo overrated. But this time I just wanna go on the cruise to have a good time and not be all romatic...(no offense honey).....but Anton is more than welcome to join!

Check in with ya'll later!


PAYCE!! <3 ;D

Time is all I want and all I need! Time to mend all my wounds, wime to finnish the unfinnished, time to play around and then settle down! It's just all soooo confusing, not knowing what you want.

Many say that the grass is always greener on the other side but I believe that it looks greener but it never is.

It feels like i'm turning into one of these people who can't take care of themselves. One of these people who always need a baby sitter. It feels horrible. I have so many dreams, so many opportunities yet so little time!

I just feel like giving up. Life will never be satisfying. Even the moments you claim to be satisfied there will always be something else you would have preferred.

I need time and I need to get away from everything and everyone. And I mean EVERYONE! Even the people I love the most. I need to think, cry, panic and relax but most of all I need to come to a conclusion of who I am and what I want to do with my life. I need to figure out the next sep cuz now I'm jsut stuck in a cross roads. In this cross roads all I see is clubs and shopping and other places to spend a loooot of money at and I am so confused that I can't resist the temptation.

And as for YOU....I need you to be an ass to me so that I can become motivated and determined cuz now your just messing me up...again!

-R

It's amazing how some people are so comfortable with screwing you over and then just ignoring you. What's even more amazing is that the people that get screwed over are the ones that care the most.

Sometimes people have to make stupid mistakes to become smarter. Sometimes people have to get hurt in order to love more than before. Sometimes people have to hurt in order to feel hurt. And sometimes all of these mistakes are good. I always say "never regret what you have done but regret what you havn't done". Call me crazy but that applies to a lot.

Today I got really scared. I have never been so scared in my whole entire life. I thought I was about to lose something that means more than anything to me. I made a huge stupid mistake!

Forgivness is the key to everything. If you can't forgive you can't move on. There is nothing that has the power to make you feel as guilty as forgiveness.


Today I realized how much I love my boyfriend and I wanna love him until the day I die! There is noone better than him. He is the love of my life.






I love you with all my heart!

I don't have a lot to say but at the same time I have soooo much to say but I won't!

Find yourself. Be yourself. Never try to fool yourself. The hardest part is getting back up when you fall. There will always be temptation. You can do it!

All of the staements above are statements I thought I lived my life by but today I found I don't and that I was wrong all along. I need time and there is none. So what do I do?

I'm not gonna fool myself and expect an answer because there are no answers. We just make them up along the way. And that's the way the cookie crumbles!

That's all I have to say for a while so don't expect me back anytime soon. Not just here but around in general.

-R

So I finally did my final oral commentary in English which is my last IA (Camme translation: IA is Internal Assessment). It went alright but nothing to jump up and down about. Something to jump up and down about is the fact that tomorrow all my IA's are due meaning that I will NEVER EEEVVERRR have to do another IA EEEEVVEERRR again! IN MY WHOLE LIFE!!


Now its time for my to finnish them off!

Check in with ya'll later!

Only love for ya and a boogery nose for me! Achoo!! <3

I'm Grand master R biyotch!!!!!!! :p

(just felt like it! :p)

I still need help finding a dress so PLEASE pretty PLEASE help moi!! :D

Here are some I've been checkin' out! I'm starting to lean towards the colorful options rather than baring white but white is the ideal color for some reason.











(backside from the dress above)





(backside from the dress above)



Not sure if I wanna wear heals for graduation så I liked these a lot. I can wear them after as well! :D

The following are just stuff I think I want to buy for the summer! :D











The clothes are all from Nelly.se, Zovillage.com and laredoute.com!

Go check the sites out. They rock! :D

Got any other sites let me know!

Payce!! ;)

I have found the love of my life was the begining of one of my classmates facebook statuses. I realized that for a very long time i have already known that I have found mine. He said the sweetest thing today as well. He told me that he just came to the conclusion that we were high schoo sweethearts and when I asked him to define what he meant he said " you know one of those couples that become a couple during high school but that also stay a couple after that as well" I almost cried because that was soooo sweet!

Well otherswise I've been up to the usual. Hanging out with Camme and Anton. Been to school once and done absolutely nothing which just reminded me why I avoid going to school now-a-days. I get more done at home!

I've been dancing more which is awesome! I've danced for Camme mostly and she is stupid in the head since she thinks that its cool or something to make people jump into a split in the middle of a choreography! CRAZY! Well anywhoooo it was still fun!

Otherwise there has been an abnormal amount of drama in school but that stays a secret! You never know who reads this and makes it into more drama. I know waaay too many people who like to fight and can take a hi and turn it into a fight so not this time bitches. Pick on somebody else! BIAM!

Now it's off to cozyville with my one true love!

Love ya! <3 ;p