Destiny...
I've been wanting to write about destiny because it is something that is in the back of all of my thoughts at all time. So here is my attempt of putting my thoughts down on this here blog.
According to the websters dictionary destiny is defined as : "a predetermined course of events often held to be an irresistible power or agency". I'm not saying this definition is wrong but because of my lack of a better word for what I mean I'm gonna have to work around this.
When I say destiny I mean the feeling of destiny. Not all people believe in destiny. I believe in that everything happens for a reason but I also strongely belive that everyting is what we make it to be. So if something goes wrong it is your fault and if something goes right it's because of you. Get it?
Being able to comprehend my version of destiny, life becomes a bit trickier seeing as one just has to accept the fact that everytime something bad happens it was because of one self and that things could have been different. That's why it's important to notice the silverlinings that come after the clouds. Those were all because of the actions you chose to do before.
Have you ever felt like you were meant for something greater than what you are today. I am a mediocre girl living a mediocre life in very mediocre Sweden, according to many others that is. But from my perspective I live a very rich life. Not money wise (not complaining or anything) but "life" wise. I have a family that I love with all my heart and that loves me back more than I can understand. I have the potential to achieve anything I want (just like everybody else) AND I have the will and the stubbornness of an ass when it comes to getting where I want to get. But having to bend over for some things in life that are just so unfair because I'm to scared to go out there and take what I want leaves me questioning myself and my abilities. Am I really meant for greater things here in life? Will I ever reach my goal? Why is this all so hard?
You see, I've always been one of these annoyingly organized people who write schedules for when to eat and when to sleep and stuff ,but I never seem to follow them through. But having a plan that is motivating and illustrative, such as my dream board, has set everything into a whole different perspective.
The point of this lost trail of thought is that we are all meant to be right here and right now but it is all up to US to decide where we WANT to be and make it happen. Remember, YOU are YOUR best friend, YOU are the ONLY PERSON that can get you there, without YOU your stuck.
Someone once told me that if you visualize something clear enough and want it bad enough those exact things will happen to you and I BET YOU that if you guys think back on all the hardshipes you've been through, and all the times you've layed in bed thinking about how cool life would be if things were this way or that way, that somewhere somehow you will find that a lot of those things you visualized as a kid HAVE actually happend. It's insane. My relationship to my boyfriend today is living proof along with my choice of attending to the IB program and so on. It's weird but when you think about it with an open mind you will see it and you will feel more confident. You will belive in yourself more and most of all you will always be that little kid that day dreams about things that seem to be waaay out of this world, but the coolest thing is that now you have the power of knowledge. Knowledge about how some things work here in life. Knowledge of how YOU are the one who gave yourself all the moments when you cry until you laugh and the moments where you laugh until you cry and you will become brave. You will see, jump, grab and live.
There's always gonna be another mountain. your always gonna wanna make it move. It's always gonna be an uphill battle. And sometimes your gonna have to lose. It ain't about how fast you get there, It ain't about whats waiting on the other side. No... it's tha climb.
Live. Laugh. Love. And don't you EVER forget about the people that help you along the road.
According to the websters dictionary destiny is defined as : "a predetermined course of events often held to be an irresistible power or agency". I'm not saying this definition is wrong but because of my lack of a better word for what I mean I'm gonna have to work around this.
When I say destiny I mean the feeling of destiny. Not all people believe in destiny. I believe in that everything happens for a reason but I also strongely belive that everyting is what we make it to be. So if something goes wrong it is your fault and if something goes right it's because of you. Get it?
Being able to comprehend my version of destiny, life becomes a bit trickier seeing as one just has to accept the fact that everytime something bad happens it was because of one self and that things could have been different. That's why it's important to notice the silverlinings that come after the clouds. Those were all because of the actions you chose to do before.
Have you ever felt like you were meant for something greater than what you are today. I am a mediocre girl living a mediocre life in very mediocre Sweden, according to many others that is. But from my perspective I live a very rich life. Not money wise (not complaining or anything) but "life" wise. I have a family that I love with all my heart and that loves me back more than I can understand. I have the potential to achieve anything I want (just like everybody else) AND I have the will and the stubbornness of an ass when it comes to getting where I want to get. But having to bend over for some things in life that are just so unfair because I'm to scared to go out there and take what I want leaves me questioning myself and my abilities. Am I really meant for greater things here in life? Will I ever reach my goal? Why is this all so hard?
You see, I've always been one of these annoyingly organized people who write schedules for when to eat and when to sleep and stuff ,but I never seem to follow them through. But having a plan that is motivating and illustrative, such as my dream board, has set everything into a whole different perspective.
The point of this lost trail of thought is that we are all meant to be right here and right now but it is all up to US to decide where we WANT to be and make it happen. Remember, YOU are YOUR best friend, YOU are the ONLY PERSON that can get you there, without YOU your stuck.
Someone once told me that if you visualize something clear enough and want it bad enough those exact things will happen to you and I BET YOU that if you guys think back on all the hardshipes you've been through, and all the times you've layed in bed thinking about how cool life would be if things were this way or that way, that somewhere somehow you will find that a lot of those things you visualized as a kid HAVE actually happend. It's insane. My relationship to my boyfriend today is living proof along with my choice of attending to the IB program and so on. It's weird but when you think about it with an open mind you will see it and you will feel more confident. You will belive in yourself more and most of all you will always be that little kid that day dreams about things that seem to be waaay out of this world, but the coolest thing is that now you have the power of knowledge. Knowledge about how some things work here in life. Knowledge of how YOU are the one who gave yourself all the moments when you cry until you laugh and the moments where you laugh until you cry and you will become brave. You will see, jump, grab and live.
There's always gonna be another mountain. your always gonna wanna make it move. It's always gonna be an uphill battle. And sometimes your gonna have to lose. It ain't about how fast you get there, It ain't about whats waiting on the other side. No... it's tha climb.
Live. Laugh. Love. And don't you EVER forget about the people that help you along the road.
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